Working at a job you don’t like is kinda like eating ramen: yeah, it fills you up and it tastes okay, but it has no nutritional value and it’s definitely not what you envisioned yourself eating for dinner.
DEAD Sooner or Later
I don’t know why I spend so much time worrying about what my body needs and not what my SELF/I AM needs. Why care about food, housing, money, etc? These things fade along with your body. My body is going to die sooner or later, so why place so much emphasis on what it needs? I need to learn to focus on catering to my SELF/I AM because that is what will transcend death. I’d rather my SELF/I AM radiate, deeming the body transparent. Then, I can go to glory.
It’s the SELF/I AM/Spiritman that wants to serve the Almighty/Creator because there is a direct link. Its the body, the house, the car—basically the SHELL of who we are—that creates the static.
We can move past it though. Learning and growing, still.
Assess
Looking at the SELF and not the body and being honest with your SELF about what you have to share and what you lack ain’t easy.
A long time ago, a children’s church teacher went around the room and said, “You have a brown house, you have a brown house, you have a tan house, you have a golden house, I have a brown house.” I finally understand what she meant. It’s our housings that allow our SELF to interact/interlock with other SELFS (yes, “selfs” and not “selves”).
The SELF (or the spiritman) wants to serve God. The body wants to serve itself, and the mind is torn between the two… At least, that seems to be the case for me.
