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Scripting your creative adventure.
By ARMOURELLE
By ARMOURELLE
By ARMOURELLE
I am afraid.
I am afraid to write.
I am afraid to do my real work.
I am afraid that if I write my real work, you won’t like it.
I am afraid that if I write my real work, it will end up hidden in a folder on my hard drive, untouched. Or if I get the guts to print it, the manuscript will get layered under a stack of notebooks filled with words that don’t matter as much as the ones I let get buried.
Since I am afraid, I keep myself busy with other things: Writing proposals. Writing ‘fun’ articles. Writing product descriptions. Writing press releases. Writing email pitches. Writing everything else besides what I should write.
I’m doing everyone else’s work but not my own.
So does this make me a fraud?
If I am all about choosing your own adventure and I refuse to choose my own, am I a false prophet?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
Over the last month, I kept getting this message: DO THE WORK. I heard it in conversation. In a panel discussion. In a Periscope broadcast. In a Twitter chat.
I argued with myself and with God that I didn’t know what “my work” is or should be. “What is THE WORK!?” I asked (of course as I said this, I tilted my head to the sky for maximum display of agony).
Friday, I had a conversation about “the work” with my new friend. She explained so clearly what our work is. She even ended her definition with, “and that is the work we have to do.”
Then I saw a post on Instagram that, again, clearly defined “the work.” Another message. I listened to a podcast that just so happened to define “the work” while describing other tasks.
I know a few things–not a lot–but what I DO know is that I received the message. I need to get started before I miss the window of opportunity. I shouldn’t say window, because I’m not sure if it’s a window or a doggie door. Either way, I need to do the work so I can shimmy through it when I notice it’s cracked open.
Maybe the window crack is now, and it’s just a sliver of an opening, but enough to get my fingers underneath the sill.
Maybe not.
Again, I know a few things–not a lot–but what I DO know is that I need to get to WORK.